I am MOVING to another blog. pls link boths of them ty.. lol


http://bittersweetmemoriesofdumbspoon.blogspot.com
(but the blog is still under renovation) so ps ah..

I am back from school.. physics was the last lesson.. quite boring but looking at the teacher makes me remember of someone and I jsut started laughing but luckily teacher cannot see cause I see right at the corner of the lab. Then I was looking out of the window.. seeing the birds fly, seeing the rain come.. I was jsut wondering.. When will I be loved? Then the 2.00pm school bell rang and woke me up from my dream.. its only the first lesson of physics, still got one more to go.. i came back home.. first before i even eat , I started washing a black socks, it belonged to my senior and I have to return ti to her by tomorrow.. sianxx..
then after that I was online talking to duane.. then he said he had to go collect braces, then I remembered that I have to tell my mum whether I should put braces or not..I took quite a long time to consider because I have to pluck out 4 stongest teeth from the font in order to wear braces.The first thing is that I am scared of is injectioni and pain. I will like just faint before even being injected..but my teeth is really prochuting really to out already until i look like aunti..sighx.. should I wear? it cost $4000++. If you agree that I should or should not wear, then tag me to tell me..

HELLO! I had no time to blog yesterday cause I went to attend a weding dinner.. hmm
I reach there around 7.30 cause the card wrote there, ended up The dinner started at 8 plus.. LOL. Then I was being asked to go to throw petals when the bride and groom walk at the walkway.. I threw the petals and some flew onto the bride's head! ps siax..the after that I started eating.. then later it was his birthday also so i went to puss a cake out together with my another cousin and 2 smalls toddlers. They SUPER cute.. OH YA. and, I have an uncle who is the same age as me, drank 3 glasses of red wine and his face was super red. My gosh.. but at that moment, he was really cute and i see his face and I feel like pinching it... REALLY CUTE!
ps, he actually quite shuai guy, but too bad, he's my uncle, so I can't anyhow think.. sad right??"awww"

ya anyways, SYF is coming up.. very stress.

ZOEY IS ANGRY WITH THAT PERSON! REALLY PISSED OFF!

I am back from school! Just finished archery.I had 23/30 for shooting. Quite good already okay.. but can do better one lorhs. ALL because of the .. WIND, blow my hair into my eye then i let go without aiming! stupid.. okay.. now just eat finish mango.. the juice flow down my hand..I bite the flesh out.I ate the whole mango myself . Its super cold.surdup!YUM YUM! I still left with 1 mango in the fridge. I couldn't bear to eat it. I still got 4 more mangoes at my ah ma's house. I am so gonna eat finish it next week I think.


Another one. I am so gonna scold this person!

You better watch out! Think you wat ah! own the whole sch?! You bu shuang go find dai qi. Anyhow say people secrets . You damn sucky okay. See you in school must turn around and walk. A bad ting will happen with your presence. You betrayer! I really hated you alot. Past, Now, and FUTURE! You are making the friends around me very sad! Stop bothering them .Its none of your business!I HATE YOU!

All the recent post that have pictures are all random. I was emoING an started doing thequizes and putting up on blog. BUt i think all the quizes decribes me all. SO, overall, I totally agree to all the answers for the quizes that I have answered.ANd,

I AM SUPER SAD! REALLY SAD! REALLY EMO! SERIOUS. I HAVE NO MOOD NOW

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!

TODAY was sports' day. ARCHER won for CHEER! Damn happy. but.. my inner heart doesn't seem to feel right.. Nowadays, I feel very undeasy in my internal heart, i think is emotionally not physically.. I feel like sad or something.I tried to laugh and start to give my myself laughter, but I just cannot make my heart feel better.. I am really not sure.. sigh..

Another one, I think I got a crush on PERSON A .. I am not sure ..It can be eyecandy(puppylove) or really love. I dont even noe whether it is love or like or i take that person as an older sibling or somethingg.. I really dono .. What should I do to let myself noe the answer?

LAst one. A person told me that person B likes this girl. I dono why I feel funny and like bitter bitter in my heart. Is it I still cant let go of that person? I really dono. Why do I have such compilcated life?!

STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!!!!

I am so tired today. Was in school today.. from 9am to 7 pm..I just finished a math quiz. I was so sleepy but i stil wake up to do . ended up I accidentely press wrong thing then I failed the test, 7/15. Stupid me! oh ya, wats the meaning of yue miao yue hei?

To preson J;
Why must I forget? Why cant I remember? Is it gainst the law to remember it?

I am waiting for someone's call. That person still haven call.. hmm..testing my patience hah.. sigh.zz its a random post. But I am super bored but tired!

L.O.V.E I love you and you love ME:)

That's very rare that I will post so early today sigh.. in the morning, I had wake up call from someone, but the person sounded angry and I was super scared that that person will get angry.Actually , I think I found another weakness of myself. Is to make people angry.I will like freak out and cant concentrate on doing something .My gosh.I will really hope that that person will ot be angry, or else tht person is angry, I dono how to like... comfort him and ya. ( dono what to word to replace what i'm thinking.) If that person is really angry maybe I will buy something and make a card to make that person happy again. I like to see that person's =) face. It's really cute and nice. Once you see it, all your troubles will be gone.

PISSED OFF WITH SOMEONE AT 2259.

sorry to rebekah..

Sorry that I made you angry and fustrated because of the present and evrything/ You can blame it on me but please do notdont talk to me or ignore me cause I will feel guilty. Sorry fot me making you fustrated. But I beg you not to me agry and dont misunderstood what i said about the word chase.All of a sudden I could not think of another word that describe the meaning we were talking..


anyways lol. i so happy just now. Someone came to my hse downstairs to talk to me.. lol. cool right? had so much fun..lol. i noe its a random post!

I think i fell in love with someone. my gosh. thats freaking scarey!

I just rushed throught my home econs homeork..i dont feel like going school tomorrow.. gotta run for 100m and 4x100 m.. stupid.. i hope that it will raing tomorrow.. anyway, i am looking forward for tomorrow cause i am getting back maths paper. I so happy..


I just messaged strawberry.. no reply.. so must be learning flute.. strawberry lucky lo. have such a nice _ f that can also think about him before me.. hmm.. aalittle xian mu ahhs.. lolls. How i wish next time my bf is likfe that too... but then only 1 out of 1000000000000000000 mean are like that so good one lo..
so I should stop dreaming.. come back to reality.
Run the race, keep the faith.( but i no more faith)

strawberry;

I am really sorry to make you angry. Can you pls talk back to me? I feel super guilty and remorsful now.. sorry.

You know what? I just talked finish to someone.. 40 plus minns. my head hot liao. plus my fone too.Lol we talked crap, lobster, etc.Do I look old inthe photo on the first one(which is the pink colour)?That prson say I look older in that than the second photo.And, I look like a kid when i wear school uniform.My gosh! am i that old?!

You have been erased from my heart officially on 22Feb, 8.56pm.

Although I may have feelings for you,but I will still keep it to myself and carry on with life without you being alive in my heart. We will be strangers when we walk pass each other.I will no longer take you as a person, but something like a ghost.


But I still have somthing to tell you, mottan sondayo.Uri nomu sarang beso apossonneyo

I have just made a new spectacles! Its purple and half frame. Will be done by next thurs. Will collect it on the satuday! so excited!

I just finished bathing..
Had histor test today..
I made a lot of careless mistake.. Surely fail..
then later got narative somposition test.I wrote the mistaken identity.. I follows the guideline of a cantonese old show that i watched..haha.

Then it was cca, terrible cca. Got 1 teacher, scold people for nothing, and say we waste time, but actually she is wasting more time. I hope she can change her attitude.We had no more mood to practice for syf songs, so we pack up and went home.

I reached home, opened my lappy..saw someone's blog..
dont wish to say who.. now going to eat

I was really pissed when i didnt see my name on your links. really really pissed off. But, i dont care its your life. you wanna lose a friend and a mei, its alright.But i am damn sad lar..stupid!i have nothing to say anymore do well in your o levels and say bb!!

backed from school..

supposed to have cca today, but none of the sec 2 go, so i also go home, so sian..


I saw germaine today..She was late to school, At firt i thought that she not coming then i was super sad.. and feel left out,, very sad, but during recess i saw her, i was very happy.Bu t then , she nvr talk to me at all today.I very sad, my heart is always thinking of her.. i duno why, she damn adorable..sigh..! i really wanna tok to her..

School was a little slack today.. got math hw to hand in tomorrow..

I saw again today, she tried stepping on my leg this morning but failed! aha. then i wanted her to step after eng lesson but she was sick, shetold me she got asthma and she look quite sick. I so damn worry for her,, hope she's okayy..

Backed from school..

In the morning, I was like a stupid aunty on the bus holding a plastic bag and a hard file plus wallet and fone.Then the bus gerk here and there.Make me so pissed off..Then When Assembly time, We was like singing the school anthem like 3 times over and over again?!I stand until my legs die..

Then lessonwas well flowed until i was dismissed.. I went to third floor to give back something when I saw someone crying.That person Might be important to me. I see her sad, I more sad than her..I not sure how to help her. I wanted to confront her,But i dont have the guts.When I saw her, I wanted to hug her.but is like, impossible?! Cause I like tell her taht we cant be frens anymore?Then i feel so guilty..I hope she would be alright..i will msg her classmates later and ask who is the stupid one who make her cry.

I saw her online twice yesterday and today, but i didnt have the guts to talk to her.

went out today and used my new bag!!

Sigh..

I'm getting tired..

I saw HEr today.. near the toilet.. Stunned..

haha.. hada hanbells today. I carried a E3 bell. Its nice but no sound come out..haha. nvr eat mahhs..i got to sleep. *yawns*

Hellowello!

backed from school, this morning, i took bus 53 to school today.. You noe, theres one guy super shuaii! I eyecandy him! I think he sec 4 or 5/..Then i was standing vbeside him! i Really like have dui ta you gan jue...sighzz.. but, anyways, i dont even noe him.. so i tink trying to make frens with him is a total 0% possible..In school, He had music lesson for like only 10 mins?!?Then..later got maths. they super funny.. hahas. then right, when math was about to start, mrs lee starting talking about the sec 4 o levels... say what er.,. did quite well and decided to gib our whole school one day school holiday which is tomorrow! I wanna go out with frens tomorrow but i dont think my mum will allow... I've got one group of people that i really wish to go out with.. it is amanda, carlyn that group..hmm..but i think is like impossible. oh ya, lastly, I wanna go to amk artbox to buy things.Does anyone knoe other than AMK, still got where have artbox? if you noe, can drop by my tag box and tell me:D

I'm back!!
Went to school this morning for cca fair!
I shouted until like siao while shaking my bell!
So fun!
oh ya, and new timetable is out!
fyi, all students and frens, please check the schol website for more information..

I might not online for the next few days asue cca fair is coming and I have lots of things to do:D

so..ya.
god bless

I must remember this day!


060109.

In this day, I saw HER 5 times(at least)

I soooo happy:D

went to see doctor yesterday..
He gave me an antibiotics, flu medicine, cough medicine and runny nose medicine.
I had a very hard time swallowing the pill.
Went to school today, not suppossed to go for pe but i still went... ate my medicine. It was the first time I enjoyed chinese lesson! Anyways, i spoke to myself the whole night and i decided not to be angry with anyone even if he/she makes me angry or he/she is angry with me.I will forget my past and will only have a few good friends and close friends.gtg, chows:D

back-ed from school..I went to school happily,

came back happily too. I learnt not to be angry...haha.

I have best friends like amabel, vanessa chiu, sangavi, jelene, haripriya(thats all i can think of so far)


go to go now, chows

:)